Monday, May 7, 2007

My Angel

When I strayed away
You pulled me back
You made my day
You patched up the crack

When we drifted apart
You took out your heart
You gave it to me
You gave it sincerely

When times are blue and I'm all alone
I thank GOD he gave me a telephone
I'm glad we could chat through the night
Till flowers wither till the skies turn bright

A vow I have made to keep you safe
Till the day i enter my grave
A vow I will make to keep you happy
For now, for tomorrow, for eternity

The day I saw you, I saw an angel
I gave my life for one miracle
To hold your hand to walk together
To be with you, forever and ever

My Country

My country has all kinds of man
All kinds of races settle all over the land
The country calls for one united clan
But their actions contradicts their perfect plan

My country has a number of monkeys
They form the strongest political party
They follow a very strict policy
Their favourite...."No Action, Talk Only"

My country's politicians come into action
When it's time for another election
They'll fix everything to sheer perfection
To deceive not one man but one whole nation

My country knows no rejection
All can be done in the name of corruption
Criminals can be freed from detention
If you can afford to pay five million

My country aims for zero poverty
The deadline to succeed is by twenty twenty
But they give only the rich more money
The poor is left with nothing but roti

My country lets you build all you can
Build a palace on poor man's land
Any problem ask people don't misunderstand
Just tell them "My architect didn't plan"

My country is good in making money
They build a car without quality
The windows and doors break easily
Its not a joke, its a guarantee

My country sucks our blood and money
To provide for it's leaders and their family
They tell us to be wise and thrifty
So they can live their life lavishly

My country has a unique way
To thank a leader who has made our day
There is nothing that they would not say
To keep the man at bay

My country owes a lot to the man
The tallest, the biggest was part of his plan
He guided the leaders, he held their hand
He gave us a name he gave us Boleh-Land

Last Wish

I'm always blamed for 1 mistake
It covers 10 Great things I've made
Our relationship is now at stake
To continue, we gotta give and take

Accept the good and bad of me
Not one man is made perfectly
Its a fact you and me see
We accept, and we'll live happily

Never compare me with another
He may be good but I am better
You chose for us to be together
So lets join hands and complement each other

Fortune tellers are a load of crap
Quizzes and horoscopes just fills the gap
Little tricks and gimmicks leads to traps
Our fate's in our hands, not on their stupid mind maps

Do not speculate the future me
Do not think I'll be bad when I turn forty
Open your eyes and you will clearly see
I love you before, I'll love you eternally

It's confidence that is lacking in you
To believe that my feelings are true
You conclude too easily on one small clue
It's things like that, that makes me blue

When your heart is broken and you feel like giving up
When your feelings of despair fills the brim of the cup
When you are boiling and about to erupt
That's when i regret I got so corrupt

Anger blinds us from the time
The time our actions rhyme
Its a tough hill to climb
Its steep....its one of a kind

A simple saying of a cat and a fish
If I were a cat, I'll choose another dish
If the race we started we fail to finish
Your eternal happiness will be my last wish

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Prayer for Life

There's a fire burning inside me
I've never felt such intensity
Why is this happening?how could this be?
Someone....someone please kill me

For the first time, i've been stabbed so hard
For the first time, it hurts this much
Lies were told as if i was a retard
Can't get up now, i lost my crutch

All the words that came from you
I hope there is one, at least one which was true
An expression of love which was rarely spoken
That lifted us up, when our spirits were dampen

No one knows how bad this feels
No one can tell fake from real
There must be someone i can share this with
There must be someone with gold as teeth

Its true there are no obligations
But I could use some appreciation
I'm not just a normal guy
Who comes in waiting to be kicked goodbye

You instilled in me the promise of eternity
I found out now its all hypocricy
I never want to be involve again
In the game of love, in this game of pain

What the future holds, i do not know
What has GOD planned for me, i'll follow
Please LORD take my sorrows away
All this, in JESUS's name i pray

**Not Today**

Too early to begin, too soon to end,
Too much to ponder, too much I wonder,
I'll strive for u, for u i pursue
To be beside me, the day i say "I DO"

I gave all i could
Did not get wat i should
My feelings were true
They were all for you

Happy days i blogged
Sad days i forgot
Laughter was abundant
Tears were redundant

Promises i have made
Promises i have break
I've tried to keep
I've failed to succeed

Should have done more, i say
Should have hang on, tat day
Now its too late
Love has turn into hate

Love is its name,
Pain is its game
Its always a shame,
It can never be the same

A moment of silence,
A time standstill
It killed my conscience,
It killed my will

The future holds another day
Of misery, of pain, of feelings of dismay
I long for the day my name will be
In the headlines, in the limelight of tragedy

It started with fate, ended as cursed
The mood is solemn, the face is worst
My body's weak,my mind's astray
Not getting better,not today