Prayer for Life

There's a fire burning inside me
I've never felt such intensity
Why is this happening?how could this be?
Someone....someone please kill me

For the first time, i've been stabbed so hard
For the first time, it hurts this much
Lies were told as if i was a retard
Can't get up now, i lost my crutch

All the words that came from you
I hope there is one, at least one which was true
An expression of love which was rarely spoken
That lifted us up, when our spirits were dampen

No one knows how bad this feels
No one can tell fake from real
There must be someone i can share this with
There must be someone with gold as teeth

Its true there are no obligations
But I could use some appreciation
I'm not just a normal guy
Who comes in waiting to be kicked goodbye

You instilled in me the promise of eternity
I found out now its all hypocricy
I never want to be involve again
In the game of love, in this game of pain

What the future holds, i do not know
What has GOD planned for me, i'll follow
Please LORD take my sorrows away
All this, in JESUS's name i pray