**Not Today**

Too early to begin, too soon to end,
Too much to ponder, too much I wonder,
I'll strive for u, for u i pursue
To be beside me, the day i say "I DO"

I gave all i could
Did not get wat i should
My feelings were true
They were all for you

Happy days i blogged
Sad days i forgot
Laughter was abundant
Tears were redundant

Promises i have made
Promises i have break
I've tried to keep
I've failed to succeed

Should have done more, i say
Should have hang on, tat day
Now its too late
Love has turn into hate

Love is its name,
Pain is its game
Its always a shame,
It can never be the same

A moment of silence,
A time standstill
It killed my conscience,
It killed my will

The future holds another day
Of misery, of pain, of feelings of dismay
I long for the day my name will be
In the headlines, in the limelight of tragedy

It started with fate, ended as cursed
The mood is solemn, the face is worst
My body's weak,my mind's astray
Not getting better,not today